Friday, September 28, 2007

Week 4, Days 1-3

Funny how time flies huh.
This week I've felt a lot calmer with it all.
Like I'm finding that groove.
Enough losses on the board that I feel we're (almost) getting somewhere.
It will be interesting to see if and when last week's emotions replicate themselves and if it is my hormonal cycle returning to some sort of pattern.
I know that when I am getting my period the two days before it I am ravenous. Insatiable.
But I know that last week was largely due to the process and that this weight-loss life-gain process is a long haul one.
I know I will still be writing here in a year and will probably not yet be at my goal weight.
So here I stand. A few good days on the board and feeling ok.
Just OK.
It's tenuous, but better than last weeks panic.