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Well it's official.
I am pretty certain I'm going backwards.
Can't stop eating chocolate.
Think in my head 'food is fuel' and then thumb.even.my.big.fat.nose. at it.

Must get back on track.
MUST.

Update

Appalling.
February.
Blew Chunks.
Which made me say something like the following:
"Food for fuel not comfort MY ARSE"
or
"Nothing tastes as good as being thin and fit feels GET BENT"
Followed by an enormous consumption of chocolate
Not seen since about 2003.

Going back to work = not being able to get to my WW meeting anymore.
The only one that fits is a Wednesday night and that, my friends, on a day I am at work is in the too hard basket.
So what to do what to do.
Because I need to get to 65 kilos sometime before 2010.
Just because.

So the plan while I find a WW meeting I can get to
(because clearly yes I do need the threat of a public weigh-in gain to keep me on track)
is to write a food journal.
And to write it here
because the three of you that seem to check in here every day?
I know how scintillating you will find it.

Yesterday:
Breakfast - bowl of Special K with low fat yoghurt and skim milk
Lunch - toast with homemade jam (yes I need to do a grocery shop)
Dinner - corned beef w/ three veg mash (made w/ skim milk, no butter) and white sauce (made w/ skim milk) and broccoli
Water - 3 x 600ml bottles

Today:
Breakfast - bowl of Special K with low fat yoghurt and skim milk
Lunch - bowl of vegetable noodle soup w/ rice vermicelli noodles
Dinner - homemade pizza w/ onion, mushroom, little bit of ham and low fat ricotta (YUM)
Water - 3 x 600ml
4 squares Lindt cherry intense dark chocolate

I know, the excitement is breathtaking.

And in another new leaf, I'm opening up comments over here.
Be.Nice.
No Assvice please.